mama, i'll always love you

haiiii... blogers, tema postingan kali ini adalah CURHAT. kalo sebelum-sebelumnya review film atau game-game seru, kali ini aku mau curhat dulu.

tadi malem kebangun sekitar jam 2an, iseng lah dengerin mp3 lagu-lagu korea yang berbau-bau galau. naaah... tapi kali ini galaunya agak berbobot. pas lagi sedih-sedihan dengerin mp3, akhirnya keputer "dear mom" nya SNSD. waaaaaaaah... nangis berember-ember *lebay* hihihi...

nah ini lirik "dear mom" dalam bahasa inggris yang bikin mata aku bengkak:

I’m feeling tired today
Left alone in the room hugging a pillow
Touching my phone distracted my mind
It’s lonely to eat tonight

Suddenly, i was frightened by the ringing phone
my mom’s worried voice asked if i’ve eaten
these words annoyed me but today it’s different
The forgotten promises are remembered

I will be a person with pretty heart
And become a person who is selfless
I’ll keep the love of my mother’s wishes
I think of mother who used to share my dreams and brush my hair

Though I’ve made hurtful wrong choices
You silently watched over me from behind
But now I think more than an innocent child
The meaning of mom’s silent prayers

I will be a person with pretty heart
And become a person who is selfless
I’ll keep the love of my mother’s wishes
I think of mother who used to share my dreams and brush my hair

What will i do, yet my heart is small
Can I do better without holding mother’s hand

I’m afraid that it will still lack
I’ll be a wise daughter of my mom (Give me the courage)
I will be a proud daughter no matter where I go (You’ve been there for me)
I’ll keep the love of my mother’s wishes
I’ll show endless love
I’ll have a warm heart
I’m shy to express to mom

That I really love my mom

 waktu dengerin lagu ini, yang ada dipikiran aku adalah mamaku yang super hebat. selama ini, kadang aku cuma takut ga ada seseorang yang menyayangi aku dengan tulus. ternyata ga perlu susah-susah nyari. seseorang yang wajahnya mulai keriput, rambutnya mulai memutih, jalannya mulai tak tegap lagi, dia lah yang sesungguhnya kita cari. dia yang selalu ada di belakang kita memberi semangat, di samping kita menjadi teman curhat, di depan kita tersenyum dengan hangat, MAMA, i'll always love you :*